Hey everybody! I'm doing a more serious post today.
Many many months ago, my boyfriend and I broke up. Obviously, I was heartbroken and later wrote my post "Two or Three Words." Now, when I look back at my ex, these are the reasons I should have broken up with him sooner.
1. You need someone who is motivated towards a goal.
2. You deserve someone who doesn't sit around and care more about video games.
3. You need someone who listens to you when you say to stop.
4. You need someone who is an intellectual equal. Not saying he was stupid, just saying he didn't care to be smarter.
5. You need someone who doesn't act like a child anymore.
6. You deserve someone who is willing to fight for what they care about.
7. You need someone that believes in God.
8. You need someone who has a name that rolls off your tongue with such elegance that it only seems natural and instinctive to say that name.
9. You need someone who knows what they want, whether it be their future college major or the characteristics of their spouse.
10. You need someone that doesn't make you uncomfortable because of their anger issues, or yelling fits.
11. You deserve someone who never swears at you, whether joking or not.
12. You need someone who understands that music is important and is the one of the few things on this planet that you will always put your heart and soul into.
13. You need someone that never raises his voice at you, especially in arguments.
14. You need someone who knows when to say that they're wrong or they're sorry. They need to be able to confess their flaws.
15. You deserve someone who never calls out what makes you the most insecure, whether it be physically or intellectually.
16. You deserve someone that keeps their promises.
17. You need someone that doesn't freak out when you talk about things in your life that aren't comfortable situations, like mental illnesses or disorders.
18. You need someone that will participate in conversations or events that are important to you.
19. You need someone who will agree and respect your traditions or beliefs, like deciding to keep sex until marriage or not opening any gifts on Christmas Eve.
20. You need someone who dresses nice, whether it be for a date, dance, going to church, or just hanging out in general.
21. You need someone who doesn't call their shoes their "babies" and doesn't dress like someone they're not.
22. You need someone who works hard and thinks he's hardly working, not someone who hardly works and thinks he's working hard.
23. You deserve someone who puts time into their appearance, like styling their hair or whitening their teeth.
24. You need someone who doesn't play games with you because he thinks it's funny.
25. You need someone that doesn't get offended when you do something (when he does it too and you look the other way).
26. You need someone who compliments your mind as much as your body.
27. You need someone who doesn't threaten to break up with you whenever you do something he doesn't like.
28. You need someone who thinks you're funny and will laugh at your worst jokes.
29. You need someone who dreams big for himself; those dreams should include you.
30. You need someone who doesn't get angry when you're too busy to reply back.
If you think you're in a toxic relationship, you probably are.
stay safe, i love you, thank you for reading, and message me if you need to talk. x
h.m.
Sunday, February 21, 2016
Sunday, February 14, 2016
Letter To My Crush
Dear Crush,
I haven’t pinpointed you yet. That sounds strange considering that almost everyone has a crush, or at least someone they think is cute or would prefer to date. It’s been many months since the break-up, and I’ve had to replace you. I’m just not sure who you are yet.
At the age of 6, I thought you were a skater boy with golden hair and a silly laugh. He and I were the best of friends until another boy came in and we were broken apart, our friendship severed forever from what it once was. I’ve known him for 9 years, and I still haven’t figured him out.
At the age of 8, I thought you were a tall boy with thick, dark brown hair who had a smile that always reached his eyes. He and the other boy were best friends, so I tried to revive the friendship through connecting with him. We grew closer than I thought, and I second-guessed his feelings for me. I’ve known him for 8 years, and I still haven’t figured him out.
At the age of 14, I thought you were a troubled boy with gorgeous eyes and a great sense of humor. We told ourselves we were in love, and everyone (including me) believed it. He didn’t, in the end. He broke me down at my highest points and I told myself that it was okay. He left me and broke my heart and made fun of me and disrespected everything I stood for. If he were my true crush, he wouldn’t have done that.
At the beginning of my 15th birthday, I was still struggling with finding you. My three boys from past years were still surrounding me. They all have new loves now, and I’m still here. Nevermind.
Now, I think you’re here through a quiet musician with loving eyes. We talk every day, whether virtually or face-to-face. He tells me little things about myself that I have yet to figure out. I love him, but I’m not sure in what way.
Anyway, I can’t wait to meet you. Unless I’ve already met you, then hello. I’m Hannah.
Much (Unrequited) Love,
h.m.
Wednesday, February 10, 2016
Wizard World Comic Con 2016
Hey everybody!
One of the great things I've done so far this year was go to Comic Con. I've been a huge Doctor Who fan for a while, plus I love other shows like The Walking Dead, Supernatural, and Firefly (alongside many others). My father and I have made a tradition of going to Comic Con, and this was my third year going. This year was definitely better than last year since I went to a panel and saw Jenna Coleman, a Doctor Who companion who I adore.
Although the convention goes on for three days, my family only went for two days. My father, mother, brother, and I went on Saturday; my mother and I went together on Sunday. Here are some moments from our adventures.
For my outfit, I wore a sweatshirt from Walmart (don't judge me, it's cute), a necklace from Hot Topic, jeans from Rue 21, and boots from Zooshoo.com. I also straightened my hair to look extra put-together (sike, I did it because long hair is hard to tame and sometimes a straightener is my saving grace).
My brother was very excited to meet Loki, although he doesn't seem so excited. Kids.
The highlight of my day! Jenna Coleman was an absolute delight, and she made me fall in love with Doctor Who all over again. Plus my mother really enjoyed the panel, even if she had no clue what she was talking about.
On the second day, I wore a Supernatural sweatshirt from Hot Topic, a scarf from Target, the same jeans and boots as day 1, and I also brought my grey hoodie (I received it as a birthday present, so no clue on where it's from) for extra warmth. However, it was really warm inside so I tied it around my waist. I also left my hair natural.
Meeting the TARDIS and a friendly Dalek. (This was super cool!)
I was also able to meet many incredible artists and cosplayers, but I was far too busy to remember to take more pictures of them. Hopefully next year I can make a complete post with more pictures.
I hope you enjoyed seeing this milestone just as much as I enjoyed living it. Thank you for reading. xx
-h.m.
One of the great things I've done so far this year was go to Comic Con. I've been a huge Doctor Who fan for a while, plus I love other shows like The Walking Dead, Supernatural, and Firefly (alongside many others). My father and I have made a tradition of going to Comic Con, and this was my third year going. This year was definitely better than last year since I went to a panel and saw Jenna Coleman, a Doctor Who companion who I adore.
Although the convention goes on for three days, my family only went for two days. My father, mother, brother, and I went on Saturday; my mother and I went together on Sunday. Here are some moments from our adventures.
Day 1
Day 2
Meeting the TARDIS and a friendly Dalek. (This was super cool!)
I was also able to meet many incredible artists and cosplayers, but I was far too busy to remember to take more pictures of them. Hopefully next year I can make a complete post with more pictures.
I hope you enjoyed seeing this milestone just as much as I enjoyed living it. Thank you for reading. xx
-h.m.
Monday, February 1, 2016
Music Tag
Hey everybody!
I did a tag similar to this about a year ago (about, I'm not quite sure). I thought it would be fun to do something music related again and see how my taste in music has changed. By the way, I will either be using the first song that comes to mind or a song in my phone playlist.
I did a tag similar to this about a year ago (about, I'm not quite sure). I thought it would be fun to do something music related again and see how my taste in music has changed. By the way, I will either be using the first song that comes to mind or a song in my phone playlist.
1. A song with a color in the title.
2. A song with a number in the title.
3. A song that reminds you of summertime.
Cool for the Summer by Demi Lovato (Not sure why, this is just the song that came to mind.)
4. A song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about.
I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz * (This song reminds me of an ex-boyfriend that made me a CD and this song was on it. Cringe.)
5. A song that needs to be played LOUD.
Take Me To Church by Hozier * (Good head-bang song.)
6. A song that makes you want to dance.
7. A song to drive to.
8. A song about drugs or alcohol.
9. A song that makes you happy.
The Monkees Theme Song (If you ever watched or listened to The Monkees, you're awesome.)
10. A song that makes you sad.
Teach Your Children by CSNY * (This was the last song that teacher in Glee performed for his students, so it makes me very sad.)
11. A song that you never get tired of.
12. A song from your preteen years.
13. One of your favorite 80's songs.
14. A song that you would love played at your wedding.
15. A song that is a cover by another artist.
Iris (Goo Goo Dolls Cover) by Sleeping With Sirens (Kellin's vocals are killin' it.)
16. One of your favorite classical songs.
Fur Elise by Ludwig van Beethoven (I know this is a basic song, but it reminds me of my best friend.)
17. A song that would make a great duet on karaoke.
18. A song from the year that you were born.
19. A song that makes you think about life.
20. A song that has many meanings to you. hold you hand
21. A favorite song with a person's name in the title.
Jackie And Wilson by Hozier (I really like Hozier.)
22. A song that moves you forward.
23. A song that you think everybody should listen to.
Here by Alessia Cara (The message behind this song is really powerful.)
24. A song by a band you wish were still together.
25. A song by an artist no longer living.
26. A song that makes you want to fall in love.
27. A song that breaks your heart.
Hello by Adele (If this song doesn't break your heart then are you a human?)
28. A song by an artist with a voice that you love.
Bulletproof Weeks by Matt Nathanson (Actual falsetto goals.)
29. A song that you remember from your childhood.
30. A song that reminds you of yourself.
Superficial Love by Ruth B (I've been in love with this song for a while, and I've been thinking about getting into a new relationship, so this song has been motivating me to figure out what and who I want.)
* there's a great cover by Glee
Thank you for reading! xx
-h.m.
Thank you for reading! xx
-h.m.
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